more fully human

more fully human

The directions are simple: stand across from one another and look into each other’s eyes. One of you will ask the question, “who are you?” over and over. The other will offer an answer each time the question is asked. You will have two minutes. Two hours.
Two lifetimes.

Begin.

Who are you?
I am it was all mine. My love. All so very mine
Who are you?
I am us first, everything else second
Who are you?
I am I had thought she didn’t understand anything
Who are you?
I am the vibrations that need no words for understanding
Who are you?
I am even if it’s poisoned with radiation, it’s still my home
Who are you?
I am a new address each year
Who are you?
I am no, boys, I won’t go without the cat
Who are you?
I am all the books? Yes, all the books
Who are you?
I am there’s nowhere to hide. Not underground, not underwater, not in the air
Who are you?
I am we must become our own safe place
Who are you?
I am and those who don’t know how to pray, also pray
Who are you?
I am Mary Oliver said I don’t have to get on my knees
Who are you?
I am not afraid of God, I’m afraid of man
Who are you?
I am imagining them all as children before this mess
Who are you?
I am I wanted to do something heroic
Who are you?
I am start practicing, the “moment” is now
Who are you?
I am a drunk traffic cop fines a drunk driver
Who are you?
I am trying not to be the drunk bystander
Who are you?
I am but my tooth hurt
Who are you?
I am like a thing ripened until its real
Who are you?
I am when you’re one-on-one you can still talk to a person
Who are you?
I am but intimacy does not equal agreement
Who are you?
I am for some reason everyone’s grown used to dead people
Who are you?
I am the dead man’s name I never learned on Boren Avenue
Who are you?
I am you think this is an experiment
Who are you?
I am the shutter, just like the pen
Who are you?
I am afraid to love
Who are you?
I am all joy involves risk
Who are you?
I am I’ll chop it off with an axe
Who are you?
I am crack me open again
Who are you?
I am the earth itself felt the catastrophe
Who are you?
I am the earth itself
Who are you?
I am dirt
Who are you?
I am dust
Who are you?
I am stardust

Who are you?
I am coffee before sunrise and meditation at the dining room table
Who are you?
I am like my houseplants, adjusting to the changing light
Who are you?
I am turn the music all the way up for the commute
Who are you?
I am loop after loop in Forest Park by bike and by foot
Who are you?
I am my dreams talk to me, the question is: am I listening?
Who are you?
I am 13 addresses in 10 years
Who are you?
I am go West because you want to
Who are you?
I am 15 hours in the darkroom a week
Who are you?
I am two jobs, a practicum, and a full class load
Who are you?
I am the sound machine still ringing in my ears
Who are you?
I am twirl my rings while you hold my hand
Who are you?
I am letters to and from Chouteau
Who are you?
I am my Grandmother’s rocking chair on the front porch
Who are you?
I am four women, a bucket list to make it through, and a winter that almost broke us
Who are you?
I am backyard bonfires when gathering outside is the only option
Who are you?
I am back straight, eyes open, I’m not running so knock me down if you have to
Who are you?
I am I don’t believe you but go ahead and lie to me, we’ll both pretend it’s true
Who are you?
I am dancing in the kitchen while the water boils and the vegetables fry
Who are you?
I am there’s no more room for books- we’ll have to get rid of the bed
Who are you?
I am sorrow that blurs your vision but keeps you driving anyway
Who are you?
I am set me loose outside and I’ll find my way back eventually
Who are you?
I am 6 jobs, 2 degrees, and I still don’t know what I want to be when I grow up
Who are you?
I am hoop earrings are my new superpower
Who are you?
I am look, look, and then look again
Who are you?
I am multiple trips to the community garden even before having my own plot
Who are you?
I am dirt
Who are you?
I am dust
Who are you?
I am stardust